Hengman's Life

That's correct. I am opting out of the Gaming Community.

It's been a smooth ride for me since day one, but I've moved on to bigger things in my life.

Don't mistake this post. I am still applying social dynamics wherever I go, but as for women, I'm happy to be where I'm at where love is there. It took me most of my life to figure out what I wanted, and when it came to conclusion, I've found what I wanted.

I am still helping those who want and need help. However, do not bother me with sarging women. I'm done with that for now.

Getting married isn't going to be easy, and having a kid on the way isn't going to be easy, but those are my priorities in my life that I want crossed off my goal list.

It's been a pleasure serving those who want game, got game, or just those regular people who just use it for fun. I matured a whole bunch, and my life has changed.

But every step I take along my road to success, my life is going by happily.

My hard work as paid off, and I'll continue to pay my debts to society; so if anyone needs help.

Hit me up at Gheng68 on AIM.

Thanks a lot, guys. It's been an honor.

Sincerely,

-Gerry 'Hengman' Heng.

So I was at school getting my education up.

I guess it's time for me to update.

Well, I was at a Christian college for a bit ever since I transferred from Temple. Waste of my fuckin' time. I had to deal with naive, selfish, opinionated pricks (I smelled low value from 3/4s of the school). It was a really sad time for me. The school also fucked me over.

However, I learned even more from them more than anything. I started to think more outside the box along situations. For one, I learned how to deal with these narrow-minded imbeciles. Girls there were really...sheltered too. Whenever I talk to them, they assume that I wanna get in their pants. I could never have a civilized conversation with any of the people there. It was THAT sad. I made a couple of friends there that I could stick with for a lifetime, so I'm grateful for that.

Anyways, I just gamed a Bulgarian chick. Maybe a HB9 in the books. And best part is that I'm in a relationship.

Bulgarian hottie - Excuse me, may I ask one question?
Me - Is it my number? Haha, just kidding. What is it?
Bulgarian hottie - *blushes* Hehehe, what is this place?
Me - Oh, it's a temple.
Bulgarian hottie - Really? What is it for?
Me - Just some tourist attraction. Sweet stuff, eh?
Bulgarian hottie - Everybody is meditating here, though.
Me - 'Cause this is where the magic happens. By the way, it's nice to meet you.
Bulgarian hottie - Hahaha. Thank you very much. It's nice to meet you, too. How long have you been coming here?
Me - For three weeks...just for fun. I have TOO much time on my hands now.
Bulgarian hottie - Yeah, me TOO! I guess I'm just bored. I should go to sleep soon, since it's late.
Me - Haha. Since you have a nice accent, where you from?
Bulgarian hottie - Sofia, Bulgaria in Europe.
Me - Sweet! I have a friend who lives there. A really good guy, too.
Bulgarian hottie - That's cool. You are an amazing guy yourself.
Me - Thank you, thank you. Not very many people tell me that.
Bulgarian hottie - Why?
Me - Well, I'm a model and people I talked to said that I looked intimidating--especially women. Whenever I talk to them, they look really nervous.
Bulgarian hottie - They shouldn't, though. I'm (insert name here) by the way.
Me - I'm Gerry by the way, too.
Bulgarian hottie - Nice to meet you, Gerry. Oh, in Bulgaria, when you see a good looking handsome guy, you don't get nervous. You just watch with these big eyes while you can. Maybe there won't be another chance to see something like that soon.
Me - Hahaha, I wonder why it's like that here. I wish I was over there.
Bulgarian hottie - I dunno, maybe the weather. Haha, just kidding. It's the culture, traditions, and stuff that gives its limits.
Me - You guys get to have so much fun looking at good looking guys. I wish I was there. And no, I'm straight. Haha.
Bulgarian hottie - I'm sure of it. Well, be careful about the greedy type of girls...money makin' things...there. Yeah, since I'm not single, I just look.
Me - I'm not worried about that. I treat women too good to be true and I know they wouldn't try that on me.
Bulgarian hottie - You should have a fan base here. However, there are girls who would try to get with you. Good treatment is what these girls want now.
Me - Maybe. I know for a fact that I just wanna get married already and have some kids.
Bulgarian hottie - Yeah, me too. I'm 28 years old and still not married. So, why are men here in America nervous about marriage?
Me - Our divorce rate is over 50% here, and for me, that's the reason why I wanna be with a girl for her qualities; so that marriage can last for a lifetime. I aslo think that's why guys in Bulgaria are like that. It's really hard to keep up in a marriage.
Bulgarian hottie - I think the reason in Bulgaria is exactly the same. I'm a lawyer. For October, there were 309 divorces at the divorce court in Sofia. Just a small statistic. I'm also looking for a good marriage. I don't wanna be in a divorce.
Me - Yeah, weddings take A LOT of time investment and A LOT of money. I want it to be worth what I invested my time and money for, which is going to be a lifetime for me. By the way, that's a lot of divorces. What kind of lawyer are you?
Bulgarian hottie - Civil Law and Lawsuit. Mainly corporate and real estate...the easiest part of the job.
Me - I would tell a sexist joke, but I think it's wrong. Hahaha.
Bulgarian hottie - No, you should. I never get offended of jokes, unless they were really...mean...how is that word?
Me - Yeah, it's right.
Bulgarian hottie - Tell me please. I would LOVE to sleep with a smile tonight.
Me - I dunno, you're a woman.
Bulgarian hottie - Hahahahaha.
Me - You wanna know what's funnier than that? Women's rights.

She cracks up laughing for the majority of the time. We fluff and I buried her treasure and got to know her more.

Bulgarian hottie - Well, I gotta get home to head to sleep. It's pretty late for me.
Me - Alright, I'll see you around. Sleep well.
Bulgarian hottie - By the way, it was nice meeting you. Thanks a lot again.

She gives me a kiss on the cheek and tells me it's because I'm a smart man. She then gives me contact info and her card.

Me - Thanks, I'll see you. Remember to sleep tight.

I walk away smiling and blushing.

Oh yeah, some girl told me that she loves me. Another girl says the same thing... I dunno why, but I led them on pretty well.

Too bad I'm taken.

Thanks for reading!

God bless,

Gerry.

Life is MUCH different than where I was at before I moved here. I came here on the 7th of August, so it's been about three weeks or so. Still having a tough time finding the local stores and barber shops. Oh well, I love it here.

So, I've been solo game-wise here. Some people know that I'm doing the things I do and some don't -- who cares? But anyways, I've been doing good in my game over here. The environment is different, but I could still build attraction with the same ease as I had before. However, no numbers yet.

Umm... There's just something fishy about some of the men here. I find that they think that they're like...really high-valued or something? Yeah, I guess that's it. I hate judging people, but if I say what's up to someone here, they kind of eye me in a 'Who the fuck are you?' kind of way. Some kind of shit-value here I see from people. Oh well...

Anyways, here's a little recap of how I did my thing here:

We were on a trip to the Waterfront here in Pittsburgh and I was on a yellow school bus. Some shit, eh? Well, there was this really cute nineteen year old girl who was on MTV's Truelife: I'm a twin (the girl from Applebee's). I gamed her. Her name is Sierra (hopefully this is the right spelling). She's a blonde, short chick...blah blah blah. She sits right next to me acting all quiet and such just texting there, so I turned to her and started a conversation.

Me - You must be the shy type.
Sierra - Really? I am not shy at all.
Me - Sure, you wouldn't be so quiet right now then.
Sierra - Well, I'm tired. Usually, when I'm tired or bored, I just stay quiet.
Me - You seem...shy. Hey, when I was about four or five, I used to carry a teddy bear around because I was so afraid of other people. Even in the dark, I was afraid a stranger was going to come to get me and my teddy bear was my best friend, so I felt safe.
Sierra - Awww...
Me - Yeah, I know. You're thinking it's cute or whatnot. I find it cheesy. Well, anyways, we didn't properly introduce ourselves. I'm Gerry.
Sierra - Hi Gerry, I'm Sierra.

We shake hands.

Me - What kind of handshake is that? That is so not cool.

I make a handshake with her.

Sierra - I also have a twin, too.
Me - Twin? That's so cool. So if I do this to you (I poked her), can she feel it too?
Sierra - No, haha. Some people always assume that we have ESP or something.
Me - So do you?
Sierra - Of course not. ESP stuff is stupid. It's fake.
Me - Aren't you a cheerleader? Do you even have me on your list?
Sierra - Yeah, I'm a cheerleader and what's your number?
Me - Phone number?
Sierra - No silly. Your jersey number and last name.
Me - Oh... I'm number 39. Boo-yah. Oh yeah, it's Heng.
Sierra - Nah, I don't think I have you.
Me - Oh well, sucks for you.

We just go into fluff and I control the whole conversation until she brings up the boyfriend shit. I then time constraint and sit there quietly.

There then was this other REALLY cute chick. I forgot her name... Umm... Yeah, it's Ariel. She's a soccer player for the college. Blonde haired chick with a really cute smile. I met her yesterday at the trip we all had to some local park.

Me - Hey guys. I don't believe we've met yet.
Ariel's friend, Erin and Emily - Nah, I don't think we've met either.
Me - Well, you guys look like cool people, so what are your names?
Emily - I'm Emily.
Ariel - I'm Ariel.
Me - And who is this in the middle right here all quiet?
Erin - Yeah, I'm Erin.

They all smile and Ariel's eyes turn doggy...sexy ass shit.

Me - Well guys, I'm Gerry. Gerry with a G. You can call me Gerry, though.

Ariel gives a big smile and genuine eye contact towards me when I went for the handshakes. They then test me with this stupid fuckin' name test.

Them - So what are our names?
Me - Umm... That's Emily, Erin...and...uh... I'm bad with names. Sorry. Wait, give me a sec... Sarah?
Ariel - No, it's Ariel.
Me - That's right. Got'cha. I'll remember now. Well, guys... I'mma get going. I wanna meet more people. You guys take care. Nice meeting you guys.
Them - Nice to meet you, too.

Walking away, I hear a fading, "He's cute." I've just hit the jackpot, baby.

Oh yeah, I've also been instructing here recently. Got two students here that I'm helping. One of the guys is really...sort of insecure, but he doesn't want to admit it because he's, well...insecure. But I've opened his mindset a little more. I taught him a lot within minutes.

Well, here is my blog for this month or something. I'll keep you guys posted. Love y'all and thanks for reading.

Happy July 4th to the North Americans (except you Canadians...mwahahahaha). Just kidding.

I was supposed to go to Atlantic City, NJ, but my mom was being an asshole about it. So anyways, my homeboy, IllPUA, and I, head to Walnut Street again. He needed to buy a suit from Zara's, but me -- I needed a couple of approaches.

We both meet up at 17th and Walnut Streets. From there, we walk around and he opens a set like that with his pink shirt opener. After this, we chill for a little in Zara's and while I was stretching my deltoids, my right delts felt ripped. I was holding that shit in pain. He tells me to approach a two set, but I blew it myself because my arm was getting to me. I regret not gaming them girls.

However, I was thrown into this girl. Forgot what she was wearing, but it was July fuckin' 4th. I just used the holiday to my advantage.

Me - Hey. Do you know when the fireworks are gonna start tonight?
Her - (very intimidated) Not sure, but it should start around 11:00PM or so.
Me - Alright, thanks.

IllPUA approaches more girls with his pink shirt opener. We see a girl dressed in black. We call the black shirts or dresses 'Panthers'. IllPUA tells me, "Yo, Panther right there. All you. Go approach." I approach.

This one lady walks so fuckin' fast. I catch up.

Me - (walking with her) Hey. What time is the fireworks starting?

She didn't stop. I miscalibrated. However, she responds and picks up on my game.

Her - Well, it should start around 9:30PM or something like that.
Me - Great. Thanks. (I eject due to the weird miscalibration I had)

Homeboy approaches another girl. I'm cool with that. Does the same opener again. We walk back and he tells me that he sees another Panther behind us walking. He walks away and I open with the same opener.

Her - Well, I'm not sure, but I thought it was tomorrow.
Me - People are telling me different things.
Her - Really? Well, it should be later tonight or tomorrow. Not sure.
Me - Alright, thanks. (fuck, I fucked myself)

We both get three approaches each.

We then walk around after he bought his suit. We meet up with Ruben. Out of nowhere after we all started to walk, IllPUA knows EVERYONE. I swear that this guy was the celebrity for the day. Ruben spots him, then this chick spots him. And then, Lindsay spots him. After that, some other chick spots him. We were on a ball.

However, in the meantime, we got Ruben to approach. He approached whoever we told him to. And he actually stayed in set. He approaches around five girls in under ten minutes. Pretty good.

I was really amazed that Ruben approached with so much confidence. I gave him a lot of respect. He's a really fine gentleman and a really cool guy.

So, we all chill for a little bit and IllPUA drops Ruben off at 18th and Walnut Street. We head to the Art Museum and it was PACKED. So, I got dropped off so I could meet my other friends. Targets were everywhere, but cops were mad fucked up. I tried to approach and first thing the cop does is say, "Move along, young man."

But I walked around for twenty fuckin' minutes without anyone around. Couldn't find my homeboy at all. However, I met my other friends -- my breakdance friends from the Dreamers Crew. We walk back and head to McDonald's and we chill. I treat to food for them. I then met my other peoples there. Coincidence.

We head back to Love Park and start doing some breaking. Alright, it's cool, but me and DK leave to Logan Square.

I teach DK the stuff about the community and how it works. I taught him the WHOLE attraction model in two hours. Crazy, but he gets it. We walk to sit on this bench with this girl and her mom/grandmother and she opens us.

Her - Do you know what time the fireworks start?
Me - Fireworks? People were telling me different times.
Her - You too!
Me - Yep, but it should start from 9:30PM to 11:00PM. What time is it?
Her - It's a quarter to 11:00PM. You guys came down for fireworks, too?
Me - Yeah, it's awesome. I love watching fireworks.
Her - Hehe.

I then turn to DK and continue what we were speaking about. About five minutes later, fireworks came. What a fuckin' ironic shit. Me and DK get up and head to the fireworks from Logan Square.

We then leave and got done for the night after the fireworks.

Well, I'm instructing tomorrow. It was an alright July 4th this year. Hope y'all had fun.

Thanks for reading.

-Gerry.

Today, it was a good day. Very nice day. Weather was amazing.

So I received a call yesterday from my friend, IllPUA. We made a deal to head out at 1PM the next day to game chicks.

I woke up at 10:45AM. Only about five hours of sleep. Got on the computer and chilled for a bit. I then got ready at 12:15PM. Headed out. Got my mom to drop me off at 7th and Spruce... IllPUA calls me and tells me to meet at Walnut Street. I walk to Broad and Walnut Streets just to wait for the friend. He then comes off of the subway and we meet up.

We head straight to Liberty Place. He chooses to eat. I just chill. He got done.

We then head outside and he tells me to get him into state. We play the RSD game to get him into state. He then agreed to game first. He approaches. I see it and I get into state.

We then talked to Walnut Street. I see a target. I approach her. He made me approach.

I ran to her from across the street.

Me - Oh, my God! You are the most adorable girl I have seen today!
Her - Aww, that's sweet.
Me - I just had to introduce myself to you. I'm Gerry.
Her - Gerry? I'm (forgot her name).
Me - Nice to meet you.

We shake hands.

Her - Nice to meet you, too. You are very sweet, but I am married.

She shows me her ring.

I touch her back and tell her, "Well, I'mma go. Nice meeting you though." I walk away.

Me and IllPUA go on. He approaches again. Then it was me. I approach another girl. Don't remember what happened, but I went pretty direct. Oh yeah, it was a four piece set. They did not respond. Oh well. Just one of the girls said Hi back. I miscalibrated the whole set.

IllPUA then approaches again. I then spot a girl. He then tells me to approach her. I go in to approach. The girl doesn't respond.

After this, we chill for a little bit at Rittenhouse Square. No sets worked for me here, but we developed a code name for each girl by analyzing their shirt and using other objects to name them. Purple is Barney. Carrot is for orange. Blue was Water, etc.

He then tells me he wants to analyze me. I then go back into mode.

Saw a two piece Asian set. I go up to them. "Hey guys! What time is it?" They give me the time.

After this, chilled again for like five minutes. I point out to IllPUA a two piece HB set that was worth it. A HB8 and HB9 (Asian chick and white chick). I go up to them.

Me - Hey guys! Do you know what this place is?
Them - Uh... Not really -- no.
Me - Well, I'm not really from around here.
Them - Oh really? Where are you from?
Me - I'm in Pittsburgh (such a fuckin' lie, I know).
Them - Oh really? Nice.
Me - Yeah, it's AWESOME. Well, my name is Gerry. Nice to meet you guys.

I shake hands. They gave me IOIs that was solid enough to get a number at most. I then eject. Dumb move right here.

Me and IllPUA then make plans to leave. I point out a Barney. HB8 at most. I was forced to approach her. I approach her. I walk up Walnut Street to the other side and then Broad Street to the other side, so I was diagonal of where I started. She turns around and sees me. I open right away.

Me - You are so adorable. I just came down and had to say hi to you.
Her - Aww.
Me - Well, I'm Gerry. Nice to meet you.

We shake hands. She waves for a taxi. I tell her that I'mma get going and eject. She says, "Goodbye, sweetheart."

After this set, me and IllPUA leave. He goes Northbound on the subway and I go Southbound on the subway. Subway comes and we part ways.

I see a chick. HB8 on the subway. The stop was Lombard-South. I get the feeling to approach her. I approach her.

Me - You look awesome. How are you?
Her - I'm good.
Me - I just wanted to say hi to you. I'm Gerry.

We shake hands and she introduces herself. Her name's Josie.

We blab. She reinitiates conversation the whole time. Big IOI. She played with her hair. Another IOI.

We got off of the same stop. I try to in for her number. However, her friends cockblock me with, "You know she has a boyfriend, right? And two kids?" I'm like, "Oh. Cool. Are you guys best friends or something?" They complied and said, "Yeah." I then lost it and thought in my head, "Fuck it."

I then got home and I'm now typing this shit.

Thanks for reading.

-Gerry.

What a weekend!

So, on Thursday night, I flew out to Pittsburgh from Philly. Awesome trip. Got to meet new people.

Oh yeah, I'm pretty much at a new college. I'm going to Geneva College for music performance and I had to do a preview of the school. Being as nonreligious as I am, I just did kind of did what I wanted to do. Good news -- I made friends. Bad news -- stupid sis-in-law came along. Overall, I liked it -- only in the beginning though.

Alright, so we flew out to Pittsburgh at like 11PM. From there, we got to Pittsburgh at 11:45PM, which was pretty quick. Then, we rented a car. Then, we drove to Beaver Falls. It was like 1AM and we were still lost. By the time it was 1:30AM, I found a motel -- The Beaver Falls Motel. I went in and checked in. Rung the little bell button and this HOT ass girl opened the window. I couldn't take my eyes off of her lips (she had this SEXY ass lip ring). Checked in. Checked out 8:30AM. I only got two hours of sleep.

We then got to Beaver Falls at Geneva's campus. First thing I pay attention to are the girls. A LOT of cute girls. I was surprised. The suburbs and Christians did me good.

Hours later, I met this natural kid named Alex. He looked like a model and had this vibe to him that reminded me of someone high valued. We met when we took this bible assessment and he introduced himself to me and then we chilled. There then was the cool crew that was formed by Alex, me, and a lot of other dudes. I saw Alex AMOG a couple of guys and I was like, "This kid is GOOD." He was hilarious and his identity was pretty much there. Oh yeah, he also showed a picture of his girl from his screen on his phone. His girl was a nine, so he was pretty good with women. We chill a little more and part ways.

I then met some two dudes by the name of Mike and Eric. Eric lived fairly close to me (Souderton, PA). Mike lived in Syracuse, NY. I instructed both men for a little bit for free about attraction. Mike said that he has always made friends with girls, by which I saw. And Eric was the chill type who was an all football guy.

We were then at the lounge on the campus. There were these two short Latina chicks. Both were pretty cute, but the shorter one caught my eye. She reminded me of my homeboy's (IllPUA) girl. I was chilling with the cool crew and their table was next to ours. First thing I hear from the short Latina chick was, "He's cute. Really cute." She was referring to me. I then chill with the cool crew for like five minutes. I then met Eric from here. Eric asked me where I was from and I said Philly.

The Latina chicks heard me and was like, "YOU'RE from Philly?!" And I was like, "Don't tell me that I'm not the only one." And then I went into gaming mode.

Me - Let me guess... North Philly?
Her - Yeah! You?
Me - South. What made you come here?
Them - We just like it. You?
Me - I think I was high. Nah, seriously. I came here because I thought it was good.

We got into fluff shit. I walked around the table to my target and set a close proximity with her. Found out that they were sisters and not lesbians. I was like, "FUCK!"

Me - I can't believe this! You are SOOO not the innocent type to be here.

They react.

Them - What made you say that?
Me - I dunno how I should answer that question, but I think you guys should know that.

Orbiter comes around. I take the set back.

Me - Well, you guys never gave me your names. I'm Gerry.
Target's sister - Hi, I'm Juanita.

We shake hands.

Target's sister - This is Jasmine (target).

Me - Jasmine? Very pretty name. Okay, I lied.

Jasmine makes this reaction face. Her mouth was wide open -- good enough for my dick to shove in. I take it as an IOI.

Me - Nah, I'm just kiddin'. You're cute.

Jasmine then has her phone there and her boyfriend calls the phone. I was like, "Shit!"

I then told the set that it was nice to meet them and eject. Eric was like, "What happened?" I told him and the target had a boyfriend and I didn't want to fuck that up. Fucked up my game after.

There was then a HB 7 that I met named Allyssa. Pretty cute. Fluffed talk and she gave me IOIs for all of the DHV stories I told.

There was then this other girl. Forgot her name. Was cool and cute. DHV'd myself to the point where she was like, "Damn he's hot." I read her from the top to the bottom. She gave IOIs out of the ass. However, that fucked me over. My sis-in-law DLVs me BIG TIME when that conversation was told to the sis-in-law. Oh well.

So, I got my stuff registered and we left to the Mall at Robinson. The sister-in-law was like, "Why did you tell that lady that?" And I was like, "Tell her what?" The sis-in-law then was like, "Told her that you spoke another language." And I was like, "I never said that. I said that I took Spanish in High School a while ago." She was then like, "Well, why did you tell her that -- that you know how to curse in Spanish." "Because I don't care?" The sis-in-law then argues about me being wrong and that, "You don't know how to socialize." I took SO much offense to that. Almost blew up in her face, but I said things little by little. So close to blowing up. I couldn't reframe it and said, "Okay, whatever." Got to the mall and whatever about it.

People don't fuckin' think when they speak sometimes... Makes me wonder.

I bought Ray Ban sunglasses. The same one from Iron Man. I then walk around the store. The sis-in-law told me to meet with her at 4PM. I called the sis-in-law to tell her that I was done and that I could walk with her. She was like, "I don't want you walking with me." And I was like, "Whatever." Got done and then drove to the airport. I then walk away from her and she calls me to ask me if I got my ticket yet. I said no and asked her where to get it. She fuckin' hangs up the phone. I got pissed and looked for it myself. She then comes down from the escalator and I go up on the escalator and she was like, "That's what you get for not walking with me." I was like, "Whatever. Fuckin' stupid." She told me at the mall not to walk with her. Why would I walk with her when she told me not to? Stupid.

Got on the plane and sat quietly with the sis-in-law sitting next to me. Dumb broad ho.

Ever since, I stopped talking to her.

Got back from the plane. I get off to get my bag at the bag claim. Sis-in-law then blames me for shit. Stupid again.

Brother picked us up and she shuts up. I heard what she said about me.

Got home and now typing this.

Well, I'm out. Thanks for reading. Sorry about talking about my sis-in-law, but I've been very stressed out about the situation I'm in.

-Gerry.

Well, my birthday was on the 8th of June. Proud to turn a year older.

Also, I was promoting for an event for Club Solo. However, I couldn't make it (had no ID). So, basically, I was stuck with just promoting. So, that night, we went to Playdrome for my birthday. I had an alright start in bowling, but then my middle fingers got messed up and my game was just off from that. I couldn't even average out 150 points. Worst night ever for my bowling. Before this, I was at FDR helping my mom out. It was SO fuckin' hot. After this day, I broke out like crazy.

On my birthday, I just ordered pizza and I stayed in. It was too hot to do anything. I also ordered Letrozole for my steroid-like body.

Yesterday, it was the worst of the worst. Heat index went up to 108 degrees. Talk about being hot. I was walking in that shit. I saw some of the best targets ever in my life in the day. Kelly got sunburned and I laughed (in my head). Liz, the hot teacher, was on the subway. There was then that Latina chick that was on the subway too. I was trying my best to game the Latina chick, but the subway was so loud and full of High School students screaming out their class year together -- I thought it was a riot. I was pretty much pinned to my seat and I saw her come out of the other car of the subway. I was SO disappointed. I had her right where I wanted her. However, she got off at City Hall... WTF. This wasn't the first time I've seen her either. I'm going to do something about it when I see her. I then went to get my contacts, then went to the store to shop around. I bought anti-freeze, deodorant, and some deep sea salt body wash. Also got a body weight scale and some other stuff. Don't remember from he top of my head. This was all.

Today, it was also hot. Targets were out today in any place that are air conditioned. Subway was AMAZING today. I eyefucked a girl, but I felt a lack of connection with her. I wanted to approach her, but she was clearly sushi to me. I also hate it when oldhead ladies check me out. Just because I sit down with pure confidence... It is a turn on, isn't it? Hehe. Well, I'm not attracted to oldhead ladies. I took my voice lessons today, too. I'm surpised that I can't do an open-mouth hum. Oh well. I told the teacher that I'm going to come to him for more lessons. Pretty cool dudes. Plus, his dogs were the shit. Them dogs LOVED me. Especially the girl dog.

But anyways, I wanted to talk about the flaws that I've seen in the MM and gaming in particular. The MM is flawed, which is bad. From what I see, the seven hour rule doesn't need to be applied. A matter of fact is that it's actually deducting time for no fuckin' reason. You could learn all about a girl in one hour. Is it really possible to DHV yourself for seven hours straight? I don't think so.

Also, I've found that the MM doesn't really teach men how to escalate effectively at all. Dancefloor game isn't anything bad. It just depends. Just stick onto a girl and then do something crazy when you dance. It's simple. That's enough dancefloor game to get a number.

Let's see, there's an idiot sister-in-law that pisses me off and shit. I want to really beat the shit out of her for being stupid. Well, fuck it.

Thanks for reading.

-I'm out.